in school library:
I need a break. A pause from the hectic life of mine. Even a brief respite would be something nice. Why cant i fall sick and get an MC? Dumb health. Used to be sickly as a child and always had long periods of exemption form pe? hahah. how different fom the present. But no. i guess its not cos of school that i find so long. and cca is a thing of self choice. no one is to shoulder the blame of what i am but me. I've always believed that no one can make me do anything that i dont want to, i do them cos i want to, cos i feel that its right, that i feel it needs to be done. So it is a problem with me. There are so many others with the same responsibilities and others with more, and they still manage to stay sane. It seems what i need is a dawning realisation of what i have to do. Someone wake me up. please.